所以，你告诉我，我们到底有没有明天。

Life in a Chinese public high school in Wuhan, 2018–2021, and how it shaped my academic journey.

Fitting into this system doesn’t mean renouncing the person I was before I entered it. I have to remind myself of that more often than I’d like.

My life story, annotated.

And I was catching my breath
Staring out an open window
Catching my death
And I couldn't be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
That this pain would be for
Evermore

从这里出发，是幸运的吗。

我为我的庸俗而哭，我为拿走商场里最便宜的鸡蛋而哭，我为我攥在手里的存款而哭，我为我别扭的自尊心而哭，我为我自作聪明的现实主义而哭。但我什么也做不了，我只能哭。